My missing piece

You're my missing piece,
Everytime you're gone,
My heart feel unconsious,
I know it,
Because when you're on the way to your university,
deep in my heart,
wanna said please don't go,
But this pull me to study hard.

I wanna to meet you,
In the place full with knowledge,
the place is where i wanna chase you,
it is
Your university,
UM.
but I'm so sorry,
there is full with knowledge but not for me,
Just for you,
The place you study now.

I miss you so much.
I want all my life full with your memories,
It feels so sweet,so romantic
All my heart dreaming is not coming true,
You're going for your future,
I don't want to be your minder,
UM is just the way you are.

My missing piece,
Hope you study hard
Goes to your dreamer,
I will bless for you.
Remember I will always be your side,
Waiting for you.

Consciousness

Had to give up a person is so difficult. I finally know why people want to renounce a relationship is why so sad, it is because the Wife. If the soul is not deep enough, the heart, our the One UNIQUE, why will get too hurt. Whether anyone no matter you, me suffered hurt feelings, he or she will take long time to trim again unless your soul not deep enough.

Love, had a pain
We have gone through
Loved，and the pain
Heart is broken
More than once
Miss you
So I paralysis
Because of you
I matured.


People's minds like a string, always follow the melody.No matter right or wrong, they are bent to do.This is why the world's so chaotic and chaos.

The Blackout

Ready to give up,
I must do it,
Keep it as my dreams,
I will.

As the sunlight sparkling mercilessly, why I felt that I just wanna sleep in my dream world. All the ways not my ways now. What I want to do is, be myself, the people who like my sister lonely. All people live me alone. Now, I just felt that. Maybe my friends saw this blog they will being furious.But, sorry, if you know what I felt, you will tolerate me. I trust all of you will understand.

My world full with darkness. All colour beside me just black and white.The person in sadness just seen. At a glance with all the surroundings, I felt myself vapidity. I also want control my joys and sorrow because I want to be inexorable.
Deep in my heart,said 'I'd feel the same way. i'll see you around. Maybe we were a little bit too harsh,' I think my heart also want cash away from me.

HEART,HURT, nothing special for me now.

GRIWEVED-conclude

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

*One part of the lyrics 'Because of You'

Now my heart broke,
Because of you,
Maybe what my friends said is right,
We are in two different worlds,
Different kinds different types,
Our basics also different,
You have your dreams I have mine
Two different race
As you're nobleman,
I'm pauper.

Kinds of us,
Difference of us,
Like any way is stunting,
We can't go ahead.
This what i found from your attitude
Disappointed and darkfall around,
Around, around and around,
I must keep it down!
This is good for you and me.

legend of CUPID

Who is Cupid?

He is the god of desire, affection and erotic love.He is then son of goddess Venus and god Mars.

In popular culture, Cupid is frequently shown shooting his bow to inspire romantic love, often as an icon of Valentine's Day. He is now in the current culture the personification of love and courtship in general.




In the Roman version, Cupid was the son of Venus (goddess of love) and Mars.[1][2] In the Greek version he was named Eros and seen as one of the primordial gods (though other myths exist as well). Cupid was often depicted with wings, a bow, and a quiver of arrows. The following story is almost identical in both cultures; the most familiar version is found in Ovid's Metamorphoses. When Cupid's mother Venus became jealous of the princess Psyche, who was so beloved by her subjects that they forgot to worship Venus, she ordered Cupid to make Psyche fall in love with the vilest thing in the world. While Cupid was sneaking into her room to shoot Psyche with a golden arrow, he accidentally scratched himself with his own arrow and fell deeply in love with her.
Following that, Cupid visited Psyche every night while she slept. Speaking to her so that she could not see him, he told her never to try to see him. Psyche, though, incited by her two older sisters who told her Cupid was a monster, tried to look at him and angered Cupid. When he left, she looked all over the known world for him until at last the leader of the gods, Jupiter, gave Psyche the gift of immortality so that she could be with him. Together they had a daughter, Voluptas, or Hedone, (meaning pleasure) and Psyche became a goddess. Her name "Psyche" means "soul."

Turning a new leaf

MY LIFE HAVE CHANGED THIS IS BECAUSE OF YOU
IF I NEVER MEET YOU
I THINK I WILL NOT LIKE THIS
I HAVE CHANGE PART OF MY ATTITUDE
THIS MAKE ME WANNA CRAZY
IF I CAN CHOSE ONE MORE TIME
MY ANSWER ALSO LIKE NOW
YOU AGAIN
IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF HOW YOU LOOK
IT IS BECAUSE YOUR ACTION AND BEHAVIOUR
ATTRACT ME!

MY SISTER SAID THAT SO DEEP YOUR LOVE
I ANSWERED IF SOMEONE YOU LOVE DEEP IN HEART,
YOU WILL ALWAYS REMIND ABOUT HIM AND WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING
NOW AND NEVER.
WHATEVER YOU BE
I WILL ALWAYS PRAISE FOR YOU
AND,
MY LOVE WILL NEVER CHANGE!

TIRING DAY

go go go
go to where
go to pacific.

why go there ?
go there for buying.
buying what?
our revision books.
why we should buy those?
for increasing our results raking.
don't want can?
cannot.
why?
your result so down and you should do more exercises.

Haiz~ What's a tiring day.After completing with house chores, want went to pacific. Before that i want myself relax with sleeping but because my sister, Catherine want to go to pacific and found someone to accompany her,so my dream never came true. Actually not someone but 2 persons.

The drove took about 30 minutes.We reached there and I decided to watch for a movie (so that i can sleep)but my devil evil sister don't give the permission for me (so sad). If I know my cousin and sister like to go to popular with reading the books there, I wouldn't come. Although it is truth, i also went to the popular and found the book i like. Sitting there lonely, no one can find me. After half an hour, i heard that someone calling me.The voice like my sister one.

"Haha, you cannot find me. I can do what i want," think myself. Deep in my heart, I want go through with them. So, i went out and be 'a line' with them.

"Oh!No! It is by nightfall.We should took a bus back to our home,"said my cousin.

Now, at home.
i lied unconsciously on my bed without took a bath. Slept like a pig.

Meet

First time, I met you at church, you asked me something. That was so sweet time for me. Although we always got argument, for me, it is memories for me.
Your smile,
In my mind,
Your sadness,
I will feel it,
Your heart,
Always in my memory,
Although now we cannot meet always,
But I still hope we can meet some days.
That's what I feel, I share it with you guys. shh...don't tell other people.

Hehe~penetrate it or not?

Timid

What is love？Is it like is love? I don't think so~

For me, 'Love' this words not just say it but want take an action. Why I don't have the courage? I want that!
God, please help me by giving me the brave. Let me confession with him. My friends always give me support to do this thing. But, I have no idea. How this kind of thing also around me? Make me in trouble one. I don't want like this. This one make me in suffering. I don't want my life like this. That was agony.
Forestall, we always got argue. Now, cause long time I didn't go to the hall, I don't have to make it easy. As i met him at street or whatever, I will shy. Where is me before? I want to find myself out! Please help me to find myself out. I need it well.

Sorry

I feel sorry with you, my siblings. I'm don't set one's mind on these incidents. That's all my fault.Sorry. I said it seriously not joking.

Sorry for the fault I made,
Sorry if the incident made you guys shy,
Sorry with anything I had done,
It is not purposely.

Hope you guys will forgive me with every things I have done!

It valid for Now TIL the EnD of the WORLD ^^

station Game,- I'm waiting

In this holidays, no things happens, and it just a little curious for me. I want the adventure but hope it is coming soon. Everyday in holidays just peace and don't want it. You know, it is boring if always peace and no argument between us. I think my friends also think like that. Maybe I am wrong in my opinion, but it's not too late too find it, reason out.

I am waiting for you, Station Game, I want to go there faster. Please come here, I'm bear with you. I think something would make it difficult to plaster in my life or to let my life fulfilment and meaningful.

And now, i am whirling in Fiona's mind. I should do something with this......maybe like this my life will fun

Support

What should be a person get? I can answer that because I had got it. In every time every place, I got it. It is you.You accompany me every time. Thanks for being that.

Guys，you have give me the power as I am indeed. You guys know the feeling for that so warm and hospitable. It is the strength you give to me. But. I am so useless when you are in the trouble. I'm sorry about that.

I also want thanks for your support and encouragement. For me, that is great ideas and gift for me. Because of you guys, I will pull myself up. I will have my well done and don't let you guys disappointed with me. I promise.

New Start

This is my new blog. It means all the time we must renew our life, make our life more meaningful and not just tied with somemore. I think i never tell you guys about he. He lets my life change from a hot-tempered girl to a kind person. I am so happy and everytime we together was happy but shortly. Although the time was short, i have appreciated it, hope you guys will know this feeling when you love someone.

In this blog, i want to say the words 'Thank you' for Jerry who make my life so fulfilment. Actually, not just Jerry and also other guys who lend me a hand as i am in trouble. I don't know how to say the feelings in my heart.

By the way, I also want say 'Thanks' to my teachers who advice my from being a jerk.Before their advice, i was like crazy or the other shows such as a big lie person. Teachers have told me now or never the affects if i continue get the actions.

Luckily, I would so grate to have you beside. Thanks for you guys' opportunity.